Till it stops.

Been reading so much lately. Finished the first book, currently on the second book and even then, was given a third book and i have the fourth and fifth book waiting for me in malacca. Crazy holidays!

Anyways, mum's surgery went well today. Managed to talk to her on the phone since i'm stucked at home with my dad taking care of the kids. Feeling so bad that she's in the hospital and i'm leaving for a holiday with friends tomorrow. Okay, maybe she's more independent and she doesn't need me to be there. Not like how i wanted her to be there when i went for that freaking gastroscopy. Haha. But, i can't wait for langkawi. It's going to be fun with the peers! Here i come chocolates and erh, liquor?

Trust is so important in every single relationship. Family, friendship and etc. Without it, things are so difficult. It really is. I thought things might be different after awhile but i guessed that i was wrong. It's still the same. You still don't trust me.

Of coffee and small talks.

Love the vibrant colour.

Slowly taking it up to the next level.

The food is treating me too good. Eating at every two hours or so. Of course good food comes with a price as well. Went to gym and swim occasionally to burn off some calories and on a mission to be fit once again after three weeks of eating, sleeping and just sitting while studying. Love the time back home when i'm on holidays instead of study breaks. Just sit and chill, meeting up with friends who matters and spending time with loved ones. I can just stare at the wall whole day and who cares? Oh, blissful moments. Teehee.

Another trip planned.

This is too awesome! =)

Always in the midst of examination, the most random thoughts will just invade the brain.

Praise God that i'm almost done with the final exam. He has been sustaining me for almost a month. Almost, almost gave up. I think history repeats itself every semester and it seemed like we will never learn our lessons. Okay, i think i need to list down what i want to do this holiday else i'll just waste it away.

I like where we are right now, just within the boundaries.

It's a good excuse to do something interesting, exciting and unpredictable.

Shall we, love?

It's the mid-exam season. Been spamming twitter like crazy due to stress, boredom and more boredom. Three papers down, two more to go. By the way, this is my 7th final exam in uni. 4 more left to go and i'll be graduating. Time sure flies! Skyped with mum and told her i'm going to fail one subject because it's super tough and it doesn't really quite bother me because it is one of my elective subject. I can always choose another elective in the coming semesters or retake the subject again and pay half the tuition fee. So the story is this. A senior told me that this subject is tough since the very beginning of the semester. Logically, i should choose another elective that's offered but no, i decided to stick to my decision and accept the challenge because i'm also told that this subject is more useful. Now, challenge failed. Stubbornness has a price.

By the way, first day, first paper and i've got a testimony. The invigilator said, "You may begin writing now." I took the calculator and pressed the 'on' button. Lo and behold, the calculator cannot be on. Panic attack. 75% of my paper is calculation-based and without the intelligent device, i'm on a journey bound to chaos. Of all times, why now? But, God is really good. Just the night before while i was packing my stuffs, i put in an extra calculator into my bag. Something which i don't usually do. So, i raised my hand and asked the invigilator if i could go out to take my calculator in my bag. He told me that i'm not allowed to leave the hall in the first 30 mins of the examination. Then i asked again, telling him that i really do need the calculator. He repeated the same thing. I was like, crap. After being rejected for 3 times, he finally gave in and said that i could go and get it. The spare calculator that i had is actually not allowed in exam due to it's programming functions. In my heart, for that two hour paper i was literally praying hard that they will not inspect the calculator models. For if that happens, it will be confiscated and i'm left with nothing once again. God answered my prayer. I don't know how i'm going to fair for the paper but it doesn't matter because i know that He was and is with me. It's not about how successful you came out of the situation, but it's about God being present in your circumstances. Thank You, Jesus!

Oh, the irony.